Tuesday 10/5/10

OKay, so I have been pretty frustrated lately. I actually got on the scale this morning and was up over 2 lbs! I got really really frustrated. Here I am busting my ass everyday and I can't lose a pound! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I know what everyone is going to tell me, everybody hits a plateau. I know this. It just doesn't make it any better. I know that I can only keep going, which I am and will do. It just doesn't make it any better at the moment. I have figured out that I am becoming addicted to the pain of working out. I like to feel my muscles sore. I like knowing I have pushed myself. But GEEZZZ, come on weight, work with me a little here!