Good morning! I feel pretty awesome today! I had a great workout. I have to say that I really like kicking and boxing more than anything else. You just put a face on the kicking bag and there you go. Perfect stress release.
I feel kind of bad for something yesterday. Most of the people that know me know that I am one of the most open minded people around. I try not to be judgemental towards people. This guy I talked to some in the past emailed me on collarme. com. Oh yeah....another side to me...lol. I tend to like the D/s lifestyle. Don't ask me to justify and please don't try to give me advice about it, we all like what we like. But anyway, he was actually being nice and just asking about how things was going. I immediately associated him with the drama he brought with him in the past and told him so. I then went back and read his profile where he admitted to making a lot of mistakes in the past. That got me thinking. We all make mistakes and do things we are not proud of. I have many things that I don't care to admit to. I need to work on trying not to immediately judge people. Everyone has a story.
Oh and get this....I am wearing a dress 2 sizes smaller than others hanging in my closet and it is a little loose! I had a lady (damn I can't remember her name, I am telling you, the mind is going!) stop me out in front of my apartment last night when I was coming in from working out. She told me she has seen me working out for the last month and asked about my progress. She told me that I should be really proud of myself and how awesome I am doing. I am proud of myself. It is taking a lot for me to realize that I deserve to be proud of myself. Jay, my trainer, had a shirt on this morning that said "if it was easy, everyone would do it". How true is that!! Don't get me wrong, I still have a long way to go, but I have a lot to be proud of so far.
I think I may head down to the beach tomorrow. I am still trying to decide. I need to get my oil changed first though. Maybe I can do that today. I am also thinking about heading to the beach next weekend with my bff. We need a girls weekend! Just laying on the beach, reading a book, listening to music.....ahhhh, I am ready!
I still can't believe that Abigail started school today! She is growing up so fast. I can't wait for her to talk to her when she gets out so she can tell me all about it! :-)
Off to work.....
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